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forgive me father

so i was thinking last night what's keeping us here not you, surely not anyone, actually so i was wondering about the fact if you have any pills that might harm and if we could meet at history in the park while hiding behind hedges we could down half a bottle each and giggle as the clouds turn orange and as the gun shots that rain down from the heavens as we take our leave and as the whispering people beside us as we lift from out our scarred and frayed bodies and wait for the oh so gracious lord to decide wether hell or or heaven because suicide is a fucking sin and oh god please rain down on us and oh please look at me fucking look at me and tell me what i'm doing is right because it's not and i need your empty eyes to at least make me feel better so please baby if you're reading this know that i am here right now and that

bite

i sit here and bite my lips, knowing that in the morning there will be nothing left

pathetic blue

i hate you enough to want to gouge your pathetic blue eyes out i love you enough for your weak insults to count you smile at me with a grin that's fake and tell me to smile more so i do i grin and i laugh and i scream and i yell and i giggle and then you tell me to shut up because my pure existence annoys you i hate you enough to plan your death and watch you bleed out i love you enough to be upset for your death to count

lynne

do you ever get upset when people leave you have you ever met a fake person you couldn't see through you don't let them in an yet you converse with them in the doorway then you send them on their way looking down at the brochure and wondering why you let them sweet talk you into giving them your number

taco bell

i want to eat you out like a taco--eat me out like a taco