pathetic blue

i hate you enough
to want to gouge your
pathetic blue eyes out
i love you enough
for your weak insults
to count
you smile at me
with a grin that's fake
and tell me to smile more
so i do
i grin and i laugh and i scream
and i yell and i giggle
and then you tell me
to shut up
because my pure existence
annoys
you
i hate you enough
to plan your death
and watch you bleed out
i love you enough
to be upset
for your death to count